I am WORRY

Finally ，trial exam finish already~"MERDAKE！"~~><
But i cant imagine how terrible of  my result !!
maybe all FALL ？？？~！
OMG! It wont be come true~xDD~~ I think so o.0
Arhh~~TT
Dunno why I really dont have that mood to study any subject  
Hey Vanessa  ， u cant be like that!!!~~~
Just think about ur future~！
ya ya ya~ i everyday think about it ....n the only one conclusion is I feel very USELESS about myself ！
REALLY!!I'm very SERIOUS！
but how can I do ?  or anyone can help me ，PLS ？
I need a direction to let me continue purse it~