[ Decide ] & [Choose ]

Recently , i saw an American supernatural drama television series < Vampire Diaries > , i still remember  that plot of the movie got mentioned about when human turn in to become a vampire that time~ it will be very suffer and the mood instability , u know what my reaction when i heard this ? this sentence make u very touch coz this is NOW of my feeling!!!Seriously....as a fresh school leavers , everyone is thinking about these future,including me ~So, what will I turn in to become ? 

It is a very CUMBER problem for me!!ARHHHH~!Hate it! my UEC result is out and i just only get 2B/4C/3F , that mean i cannot directly study diploma need start from foundation or certificate，although i know i can further studies, but for me , i just wan directly study diploma~ other ? NO ,THANK YOU !:) During this period , i almost everyday doing research about all college or university....one school one hope again , but all the answer make me so disappointed TT who know my feeling on the time ? pls dont be like that treat me ,u know i feel very envy to the ppl can further studies..... Beside , after I analyze for myself , i am very sure that i just only like the career of college or university but i hate STUDY! 

Thus , my friendsss....yes, i jump the step ,that mean i will study at the school call "Community college" :) is that COOL ??? next time when u see me again , i beg u ~pls dont ask me again why i choose this way ,ok ? U should give me a BIG & WARM HUG and told me how a brave girl i am to choose this way ;) I really need ur support ♥
 
It look easy but it is a very hard decide and choose for me ......End